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See... I really should have seen this coming, because in this order, I have over the last few days noticed the following symptoms, except at the time I didn't realise they were symptoms.

Easily Hurt.

Very Tired.

Writers Block.

Very Bored.

Easily Irritated.

Appetite Improved.

Eating out of Boredom.

And now, for no reason at all, I want to cry. And I feel extremely vulnerable, like the next mean thing anyone says is going to make me cry.

Except I can't.

I want chocolate so bad right now. I know you don't all hate me, but I can't convince myself of that. For no reason at all I feel like the world is a horrible horrible place. And it doesn't feel like all these symptoms are going to go away. Also, I'm miserable and I have no reason to be, and that makes me feel worse. And I haven't much enthusiasm. And I'm stupid for not seeing this coming.

And... you get the general idea.

Hello Depression. Long time no see. You have reminded me of your horrid existence. Fuck off now, please.


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Jan. 12th, 2006 07:02 am (UTC)
I dont hate you.
Just wanted to tell you that.
And hope that the evilness that is depression does fuck off sooner rather than later for you, dear kayt.
The world does suck, thats not the depression talking, but there are lots of good things too like Ober and Lorf!

love your new year idea, went and read buneaters and thought it was a wonderful idea:)

Take care Kayt and look after yourself
Jan. 12th, 2006 07:06 am (UTC)
*Hugs* that sucks muchly. :-(
Jan. 12th, 2006 07:30 am (UTC)
call us baby! We'll take ya to the movies and talk of pleasant things.

eat the chocolate if it makes you feel better too!

Jan. 12th, 2006 07:34 am (UTC)

Depression sucks. Just dont feel bad at yourself because you are depressed, because that never helps...
Jan. 12th, 2006 08:10 am (UTC)
Big hugs for you hun!

*imagine the smiley that hugs you so tightly you pop here*

Come and chat with me on MSN and we will plot out even more convoluted storylines...
Jan. 12th, 2006 12:26 pm (UTC)
I don't hate you at all. I know I don't really know you that well, but from your journal and obernet and the meet, I found you interesting, hilariously funny and original. So no, definitely no hatred here.

And it'ts alright to feel bad for no reason, really we all do it. We just rarely tell anyone. Personally I think sometimes we just all need some cathartic melancholy.
Jan. 12th, 2006 10:18 pm (UTC)
Of course we don't hate you! We love you! Yay!!!
Jan. 13th, 2006 01:03 am (UTC)
*much much huggles*

We love you, Kayt!
Jan. 15th, 2006 11:19 am (UTC)
*hugs you tight until your head threatens to pop off*

None of that! We must build a fortress against depression, and I shall call it chocolate cheesecake LorF.

And now I see that Rigel beat me to the head-popping hug smiley analogy. Ah well, good minds think alike, and all that.

*sneaks in a quick hug when you're not looking*
Jan. 16th, 2006 10:25 am (UTC)
Aw Kayt :( *huggles* Yes, we DO love you :)
Jan. 17th, 2006 06:04 am (UTC)
Hey Kayt, this is daniel, I just joined the obernewtyn boardy thing in preparation for the next book - it's been years since I touched them and i wanna git back in the groove of it - and EGAD! -you were there! So I thought 'here is a girly i love muchly i must contact her' unfortunetly i just left canberra after spending a couple days up there so won't be seeing you for a while unless you git down to melbourne town, but remind me your address and i will send you a postcard of one of melbournes famous landmarks like the ummm..bridge or oper....umm yeah. Much love.
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