See... I really should have seen this coming, because in this order, I have over the last few days noticed the following symptoms, except at the time I didn't realise they were symptoms.
Easily Hurt.
Very Tired.
Writers Block.
Very Bored.
Easily Irritated.
Appetite Improved.
Eating out of Boredom.
And now, for no reason at all, I want to cry. And I feel extremely vulnerable, like the next mean thing anyone says is going to make me cry.
Except I can't.
I want chocolate so bad right now. I know you don't all hate me, but I can't convince myself of that. For no reason at all I feel like the world is a horrible horrible place. And it doesn't feel like all these symptoms are going to go away. Also, I'm miserable and I have no reason to be, and that makes me feel worse. And I haven't much enthusiasm. And I'm stupid for not seeing this coming.
And... you get the general idea.
Hello Depression. Long time no see. You have reminded me of your horrid existence. Fuck off now, please.
Easily Hurt.
Very Tired.
Writers Block.
Very Bored.
Easily Irritated.
Appetite Improved.
Eating out of Boredom.
And now, for no reason at all, I want to cry. And I feel extremely vulnerable, like the next mean thing anyone says is going to make me cry.
Except I can't.
I want chocolate so bad right now. I know you don't all hate me, but I can't convince myself of that. For no reason at all I feel like the world is a horrible horrible place. And it doesn't feel like all these symptoms are going to go away. Also, I'm miserable and I have no reason to be, and that makes me feel worse. And I haven't much enthusiasm. And I'm stupid for not seeing this coming.
And... you get the general idea.
Hello Depression. Long time no see. You have reminded me of your horrid existence. Fuck off now, please.
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I dont hate you.
Just wanted to tell you that.
And hope that the evilness that is depression does fuck off sooner rather than later for you, dear kayt.
The world does suck, thats not the depression talking, but there are lots of good things too like Ober and Lorf!
love your new year idea, went and read buneaters and thought it was a wonderful idea:)
Take care Kayt and look after yourself
DM/Gem
eat the chocolate if it makes you feel better too!
((((((KATE))))))
Depression sucks. Just dont feel bad at yourself because you are depressed, because that never helps...
*imagine the smiley that hugs you so tightly you pop here*
Come and chat with me on MSN and we will plot out even more convoluted storylines...
And it'ts alright to feel bad for no reason, really we all do it. We just rarely tell anyone. Personally I think sometimes we just all need some cathartic melancholy.
We love you, Kayt!
None of that! We must build a fortress against depression, and I shall call it
chocolatecheesecakeLorF.And now I see that Rigel beat me to the head-popping hug smiley analogy. Ah well, good minds think alike, and all that.
*sneaks in a quick hug when you're not looking*